| i now understand why..........
it has finally dawned on me today, yes ive lost 3 stone, yes i have gone from a size 16/18 to a 10/12 in 3 months, yes im chuffed to bits...
BUT, its really annoying when people keep saying "ohh your wasting away" or "you really dont need to lose any more", or "we wont be able to see you soon", yes they are lovely compliments and makes me really pleased... but why did they not say when i was bigger, "ohh you look like you have put weight on"
Anyway I have realised that these people that say the nice things I am now the same size as... so is it envy, or do they not want me to be the same size as them... my bigger friends say "when are you going to eat again" why I think do you want me to be the same size as you again I dont know, do they feel more comfortable around me when I was bigger???
My answer to them today has been, yes I want to lose some more, yes there will be plenty of me left when I get to goal, and no I dont want to eat just yet happy as I am...
Sorry was that a rant feel better now I just sometimes dont understand people, are they being nice or have alterior motives for being nice, or am I paranoid or should I just accept what they say now im confussed x
__________________  back with determination.... gained 21lbs in 18 months now need to shift it x  |