I am so dissapointed with myself....i knew sunday would a tough day for me as i normally have a movie day with my girls and a glass of wine and crisps etc, so in order to avoid it I invited my daughters friend around to play and have tea....all was going well till my youngest decided she didnt like her tea (half a cheese and ham filled jacket) so i took it off her to make something else and................ate it!!!
I didnt even bloody realise i was doing anything wrong until i said mmmm.....that was nice and my eldest reminded me in a way only a 7 year old can, and in front of her friend, 'i thought you said you couldnt eat because your fat' (she was quoting me, so i cant blame her).
I felt sick and angry with myself!!!....but then, instead of damage limitation, i thought, oh well, i've done it now and ate 3 mini brownies as well! I have stopped now i am glad to say, but i am on day 7 and it's my weigh in tomorrow, what a waste, i am so dissapointed
OK...rant over......what i am trying to say is THINK about what you are doing, it's really not worth the way you feel after!....Not that any of you are as stupid as me!
