You've kind taken the words out of my mouth. Thats exactly where I am right now!!!!
I'm so cross with myself, but can't get my act together either.
I need to refind the motivation I had when I started in Sept.
(((hugs))) well done on posting and admitting it, that has to be the first step
Sounds like there are a few of us in the same boat, we'll find a way through
Kitty xxx