Do you know for all those diaries you read where people seem to fly through these diets with not a care in the world there are the same number who find it hard from day 1 right until the end!!!
I think the key is to keep plugging away at it. I'm on day 4 now. I have been 90% good. The other 10% well it just gives me room for improvement
Why dont you follow 790 for a while or just when you have an 'occasion' at least there is something you can eat and you can go straight back on to SS when you can.
We are all with you - this journey is hard. If it wasnt the whole world would be a size 10!!!!