Ooh - somebody read it! Thanks ladies!
Just back from weigh in....put 2 and a quarter on
I'm trying not to be p*ssed off as I know it will come off again in a couple of days but it just gets me down that I can't seem to master staying the same. I've lost 9 stone for crying out loud - how can staying the same prove such a problem
. I didn't even eat that much. It was a tiny little amount in the scheme of things.
I'm on for another gain this week too as I'm going out on Friday night. Am going to a 30th birthday party and am really looking forward to it. Going out and drinking water isn't really an option for me - I just don't seem to enjoy myself the same!
Now, if I could master the art of waking up after a night out without hoovering up obscene amounts of all the wrong food I wouldn't be quite as concerned - but as I can't - I am! The additional worry is that it's a bank hol weekend, and at Easter I gained a stone in 4 days!
I am going to try my best to get straight back on the wagon after Friday night, then may have a tiny chance of getting off whatever I've put on. My weigh in is on Tuesday next week cuz of the bank hol, so it
could be done. If I don't it could spell the start of a 4 day binge....can already hear CB telling me that I deserve to treat myself as it's a public holiday!
I'm undecided whether to SS up till Friday or continue with 790? I shouldn't keep going back to SS but I find it so much easier to flick off the food switch completely than to try limiting myself - if I could do that I wouldn't have a weight problem!
On a positive note I treated myself to some new digital scales today. I expect to trim 15 minutes off my getting ready time each morning. The mechanical ones were very unreliable - I had to fiddle with the dial all the time as they kept being above the zero (if I closed one eye
!) and when I lean heavily on my right leg I can get them to pop down a pound or two. This routine could go on for 10 to 15 minutes until was happy I had got my lowest possible reading! Ridiculous really as was only kidding myself - but hey I believed me and it would make me feel happier for the day ahead!
Well this is shaping up to be another very long post so I'll sign off for tonight.
xxx