Hello
Made it past day 3!
miracle for me, my resolve did waver when i got home from weighing but i watched diet doctors and biggest losers and that sorted me out!
I stayed the same at my weigh in which pleased me as i hadnt been weighed for 3 weeks and had pigged out!
So now at 15st 7 its a new start for me! My journey will be in 3 parts, part 1 was the LL/CD beginning with lots of struggling and restarts and guilt at the end.
This new beginning is my 2nd part which will take me up until xmas/new year, i will be my lowest weight by xmas and hopefully down 2 sizes too!
The 3rd part will be after new year when i get back on SS
and finish my journey which will mean reaching my targert of 10 stone! eeeeeeeeeeeeek thats sooooooooooo scary to say and think of! Never ever ever been 10 stone in all my adult or even child life!
I know im raving on now but i guess thats what this diary is for, i have all these thoughts and dreams and no where for them to go! I can talk to a few people but i do get the feeling that they are thinking yeah yeah heard it all before, you wont get there etc etc, they prob dont think that at all-although i do have a couple of people around me that secretly hope i fail due to their own largness and inability to stay on any diet including CD! See now im beeing b***** but its true!
Anyways, gotta get ready for work now!
Back later