Hi Everyone,
I first joined LL in Nov. 06 and managed to lose nearly 7st. I never reached my target (I was about 1 and a half stone away), but got so fed up, not having food, and then foolishly listened to the comments of "wow, you look amazing - shouldn't you stop now?"
I am shocked at how quickly I have put on the weight, and looking at my old book, my current weight is the same as Week 6, the first time round.
I was so embarrassed to return to the class, but I shouldn't have worried, as my counsellor made me feel so welcome, and the group seem to be really friendly, and are all restarters.
Today is Day 2, and I am trying so hard to be positive, but all I see is the long road ahead. The first time I went in blind, and it was all so exciting and fast - but this time I feel different. I suppose, I feel mainly mad with myself for putting the weight back on, and having to do this all over again.
I am trying to remember how wonderful it all was (for the first time I was able to cross my legs, run, jump, go into any shop to buy clothes, accept invitations). I owe it to myself to conquer this again,
AND I WILL (now how's that for being positive, I've just got to keep it up!).
I will visit this site often, as I need all the support I can get.
Thanks for listening.
