Just thought I'd post an update seeing as you were all good enough to try and re-assure me
. I went to Dr last night, and my cell changes are severe
so I'm still really worried. Don't know what else to say right now, at work trying not to think about the possibility that the colposcopy and biopsy may show that it's worse than that. My bf is not one for pessimism and just said it's good that I'll be treated. I just feel so worried and upset like everyone probably does at this stage, it's ok for bf he's not the one who has to be poked around with and totally embarrassed and then have to wait even longer for more results but he doesn't understand. To make it worse he doesn't want to talk about it anymore (maybe because he doesn't want to think about bad things) so I feel like I can't be upset around him. Don't want to tell anyone else about it so I guess it's my fault I feel a bit 'on my own'! Anyway I'm rambling sorry!
