| Hello
I am only going to say the same as everyone else, just take care of yourself and look at all the love thats here for you. Never ever think you are a burden to anyone, we all have issues of some sort and we just need a little help sometime. It just takes some of us a little longer to understand the support and information that has been given to us. So many people tried to help me when I was low and I just couldnt/wouldnt take it in, then one day 'click' and it starts creeping into the parts of us that have shut down. It will for you too I promise.
You will get through this you are a strong woman youve proved that by talking this way to us. Print out your post and take it to the doctors and just let them read it, its easier having things written down and they can see how serious you are.
I too have been to see a counsellor and it really does help, I got mine through my doctors refering me.
Big hugs to you, just stay strong, love Lisa xx
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Own diet 07/01/08 - 08/06/08. Lost 19lbs LighterLife 09/06/08 - Today. So far Lost 57lbs Sept/Oct - Had a bit of a blip, fell off the wagon for a few weeks then jumped back on. Nov/Dec ill so not dieting right now, hoping to get back soon though.  My first slinky dress at Christmas (ever) and i'm going to join every other nutcase in Weymouth and get dressed up in fancy dress for New Year in town, it's amazing to see, just got to think of a suitable costume, hmmm |