Ok, tomorrow is the day I am 'starting' my Weight Watchers diet for what I swear is going to be the last time!
I've joined a gym and going to go everyday for a slow build up with a 45 minute programme and then for a swim to cool down afterwards... no matter how embarassing it's gonna be.
So, so embarassing! But... i'm going to do it, the hardest part for me is getting up early to do the early bird thing as there's more 'grown up' people there at that time so hopefully, i'll have less comments about the beach whale scenario.
My boyfriend has booked a holiday for us and we're flying on the 28th of this month... I'm so scared of the flying part just because of the embarassment and I can't explain how much of a lump in my throat it's given me and how much i'm already 'dying of embarassment' about it.
Is there weight restrictions? I'm so scared they're gonna ask me to get off the plane or to buy another seat or soemthing. I went on a plane 18 months ago and wedged myself in the seat by the window with my boyfriend next to me (who's 6ft 2 and 21 stone but doesn't 'look' fat so he's ok) I didn't want to sit next to anyone cos i'd feel bad if they thought I was squashing them, and at 23 stone I feel i'm massive... and then I didn't move for the whole flight
Not one inch did I get up. I'm too embarassed to look at other people and see that they're looking at me.. so, I need to sooo lose weight, the thought of it is eating me up but my boyfriend needs a holiday bless him... anyone know of any rules etc regarding aeroplanes?
On a positive note though, and taking the aeroplane scenario away.. I'm really up for the exercise!