| Hi, sorry, I haven't been ignoring your replies! I have made myself stay off the internet for a while as I just kept finding sites on the subject that were making me fear the worst! One minute I was ok, the next I was convinced that this was the beginning of the end which sounds a bit drastic I know but I was panicking so much - I even had an anxiety attack when me and bf were out one night, so I decided enough was enough and stopped looking for information! Anyway so for the past week I've tried to keep it at the back of my mind rather than thinking about it 24/7. So my colposcopy is this Friday and now I am really getting nervous - have bought some rescue remedy so am using that the next couple of days to try and stay calm. Not sure how often you're supposed to use it though. Can't really explain how I'm feeling at the mo, scared I suppose....anyway, I'll stop going on now - thank you all so much for your responses it's good to hear some positive stories |