| sleeping most of the day today and feeling somewhat down, I decided to have a bath and pamper myself, and I feel even worse now, having been so good for 2 weeks and yes Ive lost weight but looking at myself in the mirror I am still such a long long way away from looking like I did even though its only a stone, but its gone on like bulging lumps of icky dough round my stomach and sides and when jeans are put on its even worse.
To add insult to injury I thought I might've lost some inches and tried on my jeans and no chance!
So am really really down, I'm not going to give in to a binge which I so so want to do to comfort myself, but I wont, I HAVE to just keep going until I see visually some results.
todays food
brunch - 2 plain oopsie rolls
dinner - 1 oopsie roll with tuna & mayo
snack - choc sero with jelly & cream
sue x
__________________ LAST YEAR LOST 3 STONE DOING LL FROM 11ST 12LBS TO 8ST 12LBS
I AM NOT AMUSED AND HAVE NOTHING TO SAY!
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