so sorry that you have had such a hard time
if it were me i think i'd forget i'd already started and wait for the meds to finish then start fresh with the original mindset you had. why not write down all your reasons for starting this diet, your goals etc in fact why not start a blog - i've found that it really helps me. just remember that as hard as this diet seems at the beginning after a week you think 'wow this is easy!' i promise you that you will feel a million times better on cd than yoou do right now x good luck
