Bizarre, strange feeling - cant believe this is all 'actually' happening and that I am FINALLY getting close to where I want to be (err that sounds like song lyrics )... Anyhoo - another great week with no blippin, think I am off alcohol for life.... I am also trying to get my head around what is/has actually happened to me over the past 12 months. Not just in the past 15wks of dieting - and every so often I have to switch it all off as I cant cope with all the changes when I think about...

Well I've just weighed myself for the first time in over a year and to my horror I now weigh 20st!!!!! I should weigh around 10st so I have half my body weight to shift.

Joined Minimins hoping to gain lots of online buddies going through the same thing. I want to do it in a year.

Started Lipotrim today. Im 181/2 stone with a goal weight of 14 stone. Height weight gudlines say my max weight should be 13 stone 9 but hell i hold my current weight well and i think i would look scrawney any lighter than 14 stone.

I was last 14 stone in june of 1998 and am hoping to get back to a healthy weight.

Had my first shake this morning a chocolate shake. I have to say I felt sick afterwards where the flavour was okay my stomach just felt sick afterwards....