Well, all going to plan still. I do feel a bit awed at the amount of time this is going to take though, am just hoping I'm at goal by Christmas (the goal on my ticker is a first goal really - I do have more to lose than that).

I'm fretting about my holidays a little. We're off to France in a couple of weeks, and I keep fantasising about eating grilled fish and salad. Can I do that without seriously jeopardising the whole thing? Or do I HAVE to remain abstinent? Maybe I'll want...

Well it's Saturday and I managed to take the kids to the 'Tacky Warehouse' and block out the smell of food and the ching ching of alcohol in glasses! Didn't really bother me too much, but then I'm in that stage where I'm not so far in I'm desperate to eat.

Have looked into short breaks for next year and it's looking VERY expensive. A week is the same price! I can't really look forward to showing off my new body in Bognor or Blackpool and at the moment that's looking like as much...

Pros
Day 3 - in ketosis, not hungry and have lost 5lb. Yay!!

Cons
Currently holding my nose, numbing my tastebuds by alternating freezing cold water/boiling peppermint tea in order to choke down the butterscotch shake. I always like butterscotch sweets... Luckily I only got two sachets this week. I wonder if my counsellor will be back from holiday in time so I don't have to drink the second.
Choc tetra & chicken/mushroom soup later.

hi everybody my name is lilly im 22 yrs old i have a one child and she is my world. since having her iv put on so much weight i use to blame it on pregnancy after you have a baby and all that but now i know its not that its me not being motivated enough to lose weight iv piled over 3 stone in 3 years and im seriously over weight i want to start enjoying myself im young and being the way i am im not happy im really gonna give this my all and tell myself food does not rule me i cant take food out...