Note to oneself - this is soooooooooooooooooooo hard and NEVER want to do this bit again!!!

When dieted before I only had myself to think about; tit bits from kids, morrisons shopping - all hell hell hell! Goshis my will power having a kick up the backside.

I gave in and had a polo and tiny bit (2cm x 2cm) brown bread. Have found comfort in smelling a used jar of Nutella - that I WILL not throw away - as funnily enough eases my need for a choc fix!!! YEAY!
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Monday 29th June 2009

My god am i hoping this works - starting my CD diet!!! Saw fab lady Ann from Wetwang who was most helpful - and even got me thinking bout career in the stuff.

Decided to go all hardcore - I had porridge this am; choc shake at 12, Vanilla at 3.15pm and Toffee & Walnut @ 6.30pm - all whizzed with a liottle ice - lurvely - loved them all! Keeping my last one for when Andy comes home tonight - before bed.

20st 7lb!!! Heckythinp - please...

I should really be upset with myself this weekend, but I'm not.

I've done so well on Slim Fast, not cheating-and better still not feeling deprived. So when my friend called and asked if she could come down from Wakefield for the weekend, I said sure. My friend and I are exact opposites, except that she too has a weight problem. A very severe, unmanaged weight problem. Anyway, slipping back into bad habits I thought "I've done so well I deserve to have fun (eat) while she is...

Well, haven't blogged about the house sale for two months because absolutely nothing has happened! No viewings, no contact from the agent, nothing. Several people have suggested a board, but I'm waiting for the agent to suggest it herself. And I've noticed that they are only advertising in the local paper, not the county-wide paper. To say I'm disappointed is an understatement. In fact I'm having to fight paranoia - she never really liked me, perhaps she is deliberately sabotaging the sale........

well I din't quite manage aq full day on CD - went out for dinner on Friday evening and then Mikes mum came over last night and we went out for a chinese - which was very nice, so back to day 1 today and already thinking of going out for tea I can CD all day but as soon as dinner time arrives I want food - and because I'm so hungry I want lots of it

going to dig in today though off for a soak in the bath then to bingo so that will keep me busy and Mike...