Waheyyyyy.. *dances*.. I've done it..

have made it through the first 6 weeks recovery from my surgery! And what a journey it has been.. such an emotional rollercoaster for me, for OH and daughter.. such a short period of time in theory but it has given me such hope, has helped me kick start the next part of my journey to getting my life back.. Now that may sound daft, frankly I don't care.. I've now stopped thinking 'what if they don't like me?'.. 'what if people stare?' where others...

I haven't felt the best lately but always put it down to workload stress etc. Have just had full blood work up and it appears my thyroid is low again and i'm anaemic. I have a docs appointment booked in so hopefully it will get sorted and i will start feeling a bit better.
I am having the gastroscopy that the bariatric team have requested on Thursday,which is stressing me out so much. I feel like such a wimp !
As well as worrying about the procedure i'm also worried that the results...

11st 8lb

Well weight is moving of slowly but I'm feeling a million times better. Have been very depressed cos not losing but also diet is very difficult to do at times and makes me feel quite weepy. I've starting eating a small low carb meal in evening for past few days and I feel much better for that but don't know how I'll get on when trying to do SS again. But going on holiday next Monday for 3 weeks so won't be bothering about it but will get back on 100% after that.
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