Well - I have been on this plan now for a whole month and have lost 17lbs. I know I'm not going to carry on losing at this rate but if I can average 3lbs a week I'll be really happy.

Have just finished my AAM week which was weird. I didn't want to have a "meal" as such, I just added some veg and chicken/fish to my soup. I have been eating a lot of the thai soups - put chilli and thaibasil and coriander in the soup and added pak choi or spinach or baby courgettes. Didn't really...

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Thought I'd jot down some of my "homework" set for me by my consultant - just for the record. Didn't really think any of it would be relevant. I know why I'm fat I eat healthily enough but just don't burn off enough calories - this weight has crept on slowly over 5 years. Or so I thought, its only since I started to write stuff down that I realise that I do still have issues with food.

Here's an excerpt form my letter to myself saying goodbye to "Fat Carol" ...

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Back to work today after team meeting. two of my colleagues know about my VLCD but the others didn't and it is very hard to hide when you're spending 2 days together. Told Eshan and he seemed surprised but interested. Told Sue my new boss and not as positive reaction!! Told me that if I wasn't "eating proper food" I would just put all the weight straight back on afterwards. She thinks I'm mad.

Maybe I am - but at the moment it is working and I am really happy with my progress....

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OH MY GOD!!! I've lost 8lbs this week.
This is a major breakthrough. I know I can't keep losing at this rate but what a great start. Read out my letter to myself with Lesley this morning. Surprisingly moving - especially as I have been thinking about this all week and have been really positive. I think hearing the words out loud really brought them home to me. Most of the time I am ok with myself - I am much happier than I have been. But I am constantly aware of being fat, I wear baggy clothes...

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Well I have surprised myself - and my OH! I have in the past tried to detox for just a day or so and usually by 4pm I'm raiding the fridge and cursing! But halfway through Day 3 and I'm feeling fine. Thought I'd be tired, headachy irritable etc etc. Not a bit, maybe it's because this time I'm doing this because I want to rather than because I think I should.
Massive psychological difference methinks!

I know its obvious that most of the battle is mental - but it is so important...

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