why i am doing this!!!
Posted 16th August, 2008 at 05:52 PM by madhousemum
ok i am only on my 3rd day but feeling a bit down and i feel your post and reading it has helped me and i am hoping that by writing everything down then it will make me see why i am doing this.
ok first off.
going out i hate it i would much rather stay in i hate the fact of walking up to collect my children from school and being called fat by older school kids
after;
once i have lost the weight i want to lose i will walk up to collect my children with confidence and not think on why are they looking at me!
shopping;
well i think i am the same as a lot of people on here i absolutly hate it hate looking at something that i like and not being able to buy it without feeling low cos i have to look at size 16.
after;
i will love going shopping and will love picking things up which is no longer a size 16 or a big 14 i will hold my head up high cos i have accheived this and got to the size i want to get to!!
swimming for me;
i have 5 children who love swimming and i would love to beable to take our baby swimming and teach them all to swim but at the minute i sit on the side with courtney (our baby) which my oh is in the pool have all the fun with jake, alisha, jade and tamzin.
after;
i will be jumping in the pool with confidence and knowing that people are not looking at me cos i am big!
and finally our wedding
at the minute there is no chance of me getting married as i will not get married being the size i am, all i will do is hide from the cameras as i hate pictures of me and i wont feel comfortable!!
after;
i will be wearing that size 12 (10 if i can) wedding dress and will not be hiding from cameras and will also have wedding pictures around the house rather then hiden in a draw!!
ok first off.
going out i hate it i would much rather stay in i hate the fact of walking up to collect my children from school and being called fat by older school kids
after;
once i have lost the weight i want to lose i will walk up to collect my children with confidence and not think on why are they looking at me!
shopping;
well i think i am the same as a lot of people on here i absolutly hate it hate looking at something that i like and not being able to buy it without feeling low cos i have to look at size 16.
after;
i will love going shopping and will love picking things up which is no longer a size 16 or a big 14 i will hold my head up high cos i have accheived this and got to the size i want to get to!!
swimming for me;
i have 5 children who love swimming and i would love to beable to take our baby swimming and teach them all to swim but at the minute i sit on the side with courtney (our baby) which my oh is in the pool have all the fun with jake, alisha, jade and tamzin.
after;
i will be jumping in the pool with confidence and knowing that people are not looking at me cos i am big!
and finally our wedding
at the minute there is no chance of me getting married as i will not get married being the size i am, all i will do is hide from the cameras as i hate pictures of me and i wont feel comfortable!!
after;
i will be wearing that size 12 (10 if i can) wedding dress and will not be hiding from cameras and will also have wedding pictures around the house rather then hiden in a draw!!
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 | hi i totally feel the same, i am on day 3 of a milk diet and am hungry, i am doing all the cooking and feel that it all looks better than ever before, i cannot wait to by clothes that i can choose and not only what fits.... my hubby loves big women so i am scared of losing hi as well as the weight, good luck |
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