Thought I had better update my blog, I keep forgetting to do it.

Well my restart has been going really well. I have even surprised myself . I did have a meal on Friday night but it was just some seafood and a bit of salad..stuck to water mostly just had 1 diet coke as I couldnt get zero. And got straight back on SS+ ever since.

I know I am losing because my jeans have loosened up which is a good sign. Still not weighing...will weigh at the end of the month....

Well as it says here I am again starting day 3 of yet another restart.
First 2 days have gone resonably well I hsve decided not to get on the scales at all, also have put myself on the SS+ programme = 4 packs a day and 200 mls Skimmed milk. Don't always have the milk but the 4 packs help me get through the day.
Managing to drink 3 litres water a day really would like to get this up to 4.
Well here go's kettle on for a GT so of to make my 1st hot drink of the day.

Well I have managed to get through day 1 again. 3 litres water, 3 coffees and 2 GT's. 3 packs.
Feel ok but will have to get to bed soon as I feel that I will want to munch. So an early night is in order. .

Here's looking forward to day 2...

I giving myself the week-end off CD as I am finding it so hard at the moment. Will get back on again Monday. I know I can do it. So Why can't I get through 2 days on the trot.
I am trying not to get stressed about it (easier said than done). I will get to the finish line. But it is moving further and further away.

Home life is a bit frought too which isn't helping. I have just gone into my Self Destruct mode.
Still going back and forth to the hospital, Colin...

Well last day of carb control. I will be back SSing in the morning. TOTM has arrived and I have a stonking headache. Drinking loads of water.

I find that routine is important for me to keep in control. So tomorrow is the days for a new routine. Hospital visiting hours are different from the ICU last week. So will work round them.
I am looking after Colins little dog too, so getting a few walks which can't be bad.

Feeling positive at the moment so here we go..................................