Lesson to all of you out there on CD. DO THE STEPS.

I have an extra 4 stone now to attest to the fact that the maintenance steps are important.

Also I think I'll be going to overeaters anonymous too.

Think I know partially what's wrong and I'm going to sound like a whiny b**ch. So I apologise in advance and feel free to either tell me to wrap it or take it to the blog. No offence taken.

I've lost 50+lbs
Went from a dress size 20/22 to a 14
Bra size 38G to 36F

I *think*, and this is going to sound stupid but its the only thing at the moment I can put my finger on, I'm annoyed at stalling at a size 14.

Now, I used to be a 14, its what I wore...

I failed my driving test yesterday. This threw me. I have never failed anything before, I have passed every test and interview I've ever sat. I've gotten every job I've applied for. Anything based on ability rather than luck I've completed.

This is because I push myself. Hard. I want 100%,I feel angry at myself for not getting the best mark. I'm not competitive per se, I just feel that I could always do better. Its like I take it as a personal affront if someone does better than me....

During placement today I had an epiphany moment, I think I've realised in part why I sabotage myself. Its a confidence thing, in many respects.

Outwardly I project myself as confident, I have heard myself described as "a laugh" "funny" "life and soul" "straight talking" and various other things which make me sound confident, and a very kind of "My own person" kinda personality. However I only feel like this around certain people, most...

77 days to go left on SS!