Ok I've been letting myself binge on vegetables and having bigger portions of protein than I'm supposed to, and skipping a foodpack in favour of it.
NO MORE - it's not healthy for me, and 2 weeks doing this yielded only a 1lbs loss.
I need to start taking this more seriously or I'll be here forever. Can't be skipping food, because I think this is partly the reason for my bad losses - my body during the day goes into starvation mode due to no calories being given. Then gets an overload...

I don't cry... I never do...


But I wish I could cry now... I wish I could let all of this go.

Copy pasted from another forum:

STALLS -- WHY THE SCALES CAN LIE
A biologist at Berkeley shared something very revealing on the low-carb BBS system about 4 years ago that helps us all through the erratic weight fluctuations you invariably encounter: Fat cells are resilient, stubborn little creatures that do not want to give up their actual cell volume. Over a period of weeks, maybe months of "proper dieting", each of your fat cells may have actually lost a good percentage...

Next week it will rain... best make the best of it today.

Hm... In the last year I've gone from a size 22 to a size 12... Lost 8 stone, still going on Lighter Life Lite...
Went out to the cinema with my parents and my OH... Now I don't see my parents very often...
I made an effort to look nice, thought I looked quite cute.. I don't usually wear girly clothes. My stepmum says a nice thing about my weight loss... my dad... 'You could still lose a bit more' ... as always.
Why does it bother me so much? ... Whatever I do, it never pleases...