I've been toying with some mini-goals for the past week but I think I am on to something now. I know that SSing for a long period of time is risky but with my weight, I will have to do so for at least a few months.

With that in mind, I will do 12 weeks of SS and then 1 of AMAM (is it 810 or 1000?) and then another round and then another.

This is more or less calculated with an average loss of 1 Kg (2lbs) per week so I don't think it's unrealistic at all, right?
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I am far more chuffed than I was last night, it's starting to sink in and feel real good. This morning I took the long scenic route to work and drove around with some music on for the sheer pleasure of it! It was freezing but warm inside my car and the sun was gloriously shinning so I was stunned to discover I am feeling happy and content with no food!

In my former life, to get away and be by myself would include some form of a treat (or a bunch of) and I remembered this and it didn't...

This is an alternative ticker I can't seem to fit in my signature:



Today was day 2 and my personal CD drama seems to have started already! I went back and forth on:

-Water Flavors: loved them but dropped them after people promised there would be no ketosis if I keep them up
- Wii Fit: had just gotten to sounding like an elephant in heat while doing...

I just realized I forgot to say why I am in such a hurry to lose it... We're desperate for a baby and have been trying and undergoing treatment for nearly 2 years now. We are hoping to have a consultation for the second round of IVF treatment (the mister is infertile) in May so the BMI has to be low ASAP!

Never have blogs survived with me...

Maybe this is the one.

I know this is the time that I will lose it all. I will not lose heart, stop being motivated, not care anymore, get depressed or just fall off the wagon. Not this time. I will lose all 60 kilos with Cambridge and meanwhile I will learn to eat right and keep it off!