I've been a stranger, oops!

Day 11 sucked. I did fine until the evening, when cooking tea for the kids, dh and the stepson. I caved in and ate some ham, an egg, a few chips and a smiley face Then on Day 12 I had a few bits of chicken.

Anyway, I've been good since then and am feeling much better! So day 16 today, saw my CDC and have officially lost another 5lb! so that's an official loss of 15lb, but 16lb by my scales, which are more important as I will be using them...

I've done so well today. I made a buffet style lunch for family and ate nothing, I wasn't even tempted!

I've upped my water today too. No change on the scales this morning.

Then, James got in with chips for the kids, I dished up, gave the kids theirs, started my shake and burst into tears with the unfairness of it all. It's unfair that I let myself get to such a state in the first place, and unfair that I can't have chips. I hate myself right now.

Although,...

Ok, quick entry for yesterday. I went to see Westlife at Wembley.

Drank coffee while my friend tucked into chicken nuggets, no probs. Drank water at the concert instead of eating tons of choc and sweets as usual. Am very pleased with yesterday!

Oh and had my weigh in b CDC and it showed 4lbs more than my scales did. So I'm going by mine! 14lb lost in total so far.

Another day down! I'm craving toasted ham sandwiches, which is most bizarre as I never eat them normally, and haven't had one in ages! Odd.

Not much to report today. It's gone well, have had all packs and lots of water It's gone quite quickly, which is a bonus!

Weigh in at 9am tomorrow morning, am looking forward to it, and to replenishing my supplies as I only have 1 pack left for brekkie tomorrow!

Off to bed now! xx

Well I forgot to post on here last night. So yesterday was Day 7. We went to a soft play place, I just had a black coffee for my lunch while everyong else ate cheeseburgers, chicken nuggets and chips. I had my banana shake and was ok. there were a few slim girls there who I'd love to look like, so they kept me focused. It was quite fun studying everyone's eating habits lol.

Last night was so hard. I craved potatoes, meat and bread so badly. BUT, I stayed strong, didn't give in, and...