I might not be the most beautiful or the sexiest, nor have the perfect body. I might not be anyones first choice but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone else because I'm good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done but I'm proud of who I am today. Take me as I am or don't take me ...at all.

Boo I've had such a horrible day today, not weight or diet related at all luckily, but I have struggled to avoid food the way I'm feeling right now.

First I found out that my credit card has been used fraudulently, I've not managed to get to the bottom of it but the credit card company are investigating and fortunately I don't have to pay for the things I can't identify. I'm always really careful when I buy things on line so I have no idea how this has happened. Luckily...

This morning I've started Operation Showgirl and while I've been tidying up and removing all the tempting food etc from the house I was suddenly struct by a thought.

The first time I did Cambridge I wanted to do it. I was excited to start and couldn't wait to see results. Every other time since I've felt like I needed to do it. The difference is very subtle in the wording, but I think the emphasis changes everything. This time round I want to do it. I want to get rid of the...

After weeks of messing about with this diet, I'm going to be back on track after Thursday. I've had so much on my plate lately ( no pun intended) and I needed to get through these past few weeks with minimal amount of damage - which I have, so my last event is a Christening on Thursday.


So as of Friday morning - I AM BACK ON... THE CD WAGON. And I'll be sticking to SS 100%, with nothing to get in my way.

The reason for this new change of heart - I've just booked...

I've only got one more 'event' before a nice stretch of empty weeks in my social calendar. So I can really focus on being 100%.

I'm finally back at the gym
and loving it. I've downloaded the C25K podcasts, and by my reckoning I should have conquered the 5K by the beginning of May which should tie in nicely with my new goal of getting to target by my birthday on the 31st of May.

I'm feeling really positive, despite my thumping 'Day 1' headache ....