So I haven't posted again for a good 6 months. In that last 6 months I became a Nanna to a gorgeous girl Harleigh-Kasia Lorelei born August 4th. I also became vegan on September 1st.
Generally I eat well. I have a veg box delivered every Friday and eat a lot of home made soups, daals, bolognese, salad and hummus etc etc. But I keep messing up. I have to feel full to be satisfied so I eat massive portions of veg filled meals otherwise if I have small portions I would keep eating and eating. But then I mess up my hard work after a few days/week by binging on a whole pack of biscuits/tub of icecream/lots of toast and vegan spread etc.
I don't know what is wrong with me, I have 14stone to lose, I know I need to lose it and I want to lose it but I seem to always fail. I use My Fitness Pal to track my meals, I take photos of my meals and post to Facebook. I don't know why I keep doing this.
I did so well a couple years ago but my life was a lot different. Different job, gym membership etc.
Ok so this post was a pretty pointless "woe is me" type post and I don't know what i'm asking for but I had to type it up somewhere.