Some of you may remember me as I did CD last year and kept a diary, however it appears to have gone now due to time, which is a shame as I thought it may help me to look back !
Anyways I am here with tail between my legs and I have put the weight back on bar 10lbs.
I am sad, miserable, disguisted.....I ate and ate and ate and since September (11 months I have put on 3 stone 2lbs).
Where did the thin me go? Well let's be honest she enjoyed pizza, curry and all sorts of bad things far too much !
I am going to try again, as in SS and hopefully I can survive again so I am going to start a new diary in the hope it will keep me motivated.
I know it's not easy, but neither is trying to force myself into clothes which are too big and I refuse to have to buy a new wardbobe (I can't afford to either) !
I have another 3 weeks and 4 days off work before I return so I am hoping I can go back to work a little slimmer and also be in the right frame of mind.
So, hello again and I hope to get to know you better, and if any of the oldies are still here, can you help me ! Hello to Emma, Caroline, Shanny, Mrs Essex, Lizz.........
Let the journey begin (again) !!!!!!!!!!!