So, i'm here, AGAIN.
- I started Cambridge last March (2012) aged 21 years old, weighing almost 21 stone and waiting the results of a gastric band consultation! .. The results came in, i wasn't accepted for a band.. so having previously tried this diet in 2008, i decided to put everything i had into this and tackle my weight properly. I lost 7 stone in 6 months, suffered ALL the side effects along the way, hair loss, numb hands & feet, headaches, throwing up, moodyness, smelly breath, losing friends, partners, kissing goodbye to my social life for a while, everything. But all of that was worth it, losing 7 stone felt amazingggg.. River Island was my new best friend. But life happens when you don't even realise it, and what with getting myself a full time job, launching into a new relationship, the birth of my niece, starting to build up a social life again, in a blink of an eye i said hello to 2 stone again.. I WAS FAT AGAIN .. I told myself 2 stone was nothing compared to losing 7, but its not until now, that my relationship came crashing down which in a result i ended up losing my job, my moodyness from feeling the gain of weight again has resulted me in losing friendships, to the point really where i've lost everything, is it NOW that i feel maybe i'm ready to lose this added extra 2 stone, but another stone or 2 until i get to my goal of 11 stone.
The past 10 days i've had emails from Cambridge head office, take a break magazine, sky freeview channel & womans own magazine asking me to do photo shoots & share my story.. I'm gutted that i've had to say no, sorry but i'm not at goal yet.
I think its time to get back on the Cambridge wagon, watch plenty of supersize vs superskinny episodes like i used to, update my youtube channel, re-connect with all my cambridge buddies and actually do this!