After months of doing really well on the diet I haven't been sticking to it as strictly as I should be for the past few weeks. Swapping the step 2 meal for a 1/4 nandos chicken because I really don't want to go home, or skipping the meal completely because I don't want to venture out of my room to the kitchen all because of one flat mate I am really not getting on with since she accused me of "hiding her things" - some might call it cleaning and/or tidying.
We are all moving out in a month so the landlord is giving viewings and on the days when I know people are coming around I do tidy up and put things away. Just like if the flat mate is having guests around she will put our stuff away. She started saying I was cleaning up only her stuff and leaving mine out, I was hiding it because she is always putting our stuff away in places we cant find it. I felt pretty angry about that as I had warned them a few weeks ago about the viewings.
Since we told her we were moving (and therefore she would have to either take over the lease or move - because we are the leaseholders and she is the subletter) it really is as if she is intentionally leaving things really messy for us to clean up.
Back to the main point....all of this is greatly impacting my mood. I have been feeling really miserable about how she has made me not want to go back to my own home. Then there are waves of anger about the same thing. I am really struggling with the diet and this.
I know that others have "REAL" problems and in comparison this is trivial but when you are on the verge of tears it doesn't feel trivial to me.