I'm stuck in the binge restart cycle for the last 5 months. I'm petrified that I will nit loose this weight. I'm due to restart tomorrow but what's the point if I'm going in with fear?? I feel confused. Scared. Anxious. Emotional.
I feel ashamed to leave my house looking so FAT. I need to decide a home visit consultant or one whom I visit myself. I have a lady whose amazing but would have to travel there. I'm thinking of ordering a pair of jeans I would like to fit into. Is this a good or bad idea?
I don't know. I just want to believe it will work again. It's killing me. I'm currently 15.7 looking to get to 8 stone. A long way.
Thanks for any help in advance xx