I've left myself no option...Can't decide if that's a good or bad thing!
So I've done something very spontaneous... Myself and 2 friends have booked a holiday for the 4th of July, This is so unlike me, I have a son and partner and seeing how the OH is going for 5 day's to the Download festival he suggested I go, but my initial thought was "It'll help me stay on track" But now I'm panicking!
One of my friends I'm going with is about my size and she's also going to be doing Cambridge until we go, but the other friend is the most beautiful girl I've ever met, she's a teenie size 8 with a lovely bunch of coconuts (tee hee) I just need to stay on track so I don't look like an absolute bloated heffa next to her by the pool, It's genuinely worrying me! I'm being silly I know I am, but I'll feel like I've failed if I don't get down to that weight (13 stone) before we go! I'm also worrying that I'll bloat like crazy on holiday, so I'm thinking of hitting SS hard until June then doing 810 till I go, so my body can find the balance before I go so I don't just bloat at the mere sight of a carb! And advice would be smashing folks, I'm so worried!xx