Need to get back on plan!!! (warning, 1st post is a massive rant!)
Need somewhere to vent everything in my head so I'm deciding that here is as good a place as any!
So I woke up this morning, my OH kissed me and said he loved me then went for a bath, he then came downstairs and my son was having a bit of a meltdown, so he picked him up and threw him on the sofa, I yelled at him, he sat down and said "I can't do this anymore" I said what and he basically told me he hasn't loved me for a long time and that he's leaving me, He went to Download festival last week and got back on Monday, he then told me he'd tried it on with a girl there, she'd knocked him back?? 5 days away and he's decided he no longer wants to be with us! It was only a few weeks ago we were talking about having another baby! I'm so confused hurt and very angry,
But I'm not letting it defeat me,
I'm going to get back on plan, properly, I've been messing about since january, He'd always suggest pizza or kebab or something and I'd just cave and have it with him, well now he's gone, so time to focus on me!
So I'm back on plan, I've lost the one man I ever truly loved, but it's alright, I'm worth more than his lies!