Thread: Crash Bang Wallop - fell off

PS my sister lived/worked in Olu Deniz for a couple of months, she loved the place

Well I managed to get through the day I did a bit of retail therapy at Foss Park last night - didnt buy anything though so am very proud of myself! I refuse to buy anything til Im back down to my size 10/12 weight! So Last night I only had 1 pack and a slice of ham when I got in oh and some coke zero.

Right then today is day 3, Iv had my shake - choc tetra blended with ice and coffee (It's weird I always prefer them when I go to the effort of doing things with them but Im normally too lazy, not to self do this more often!) Iv had 1 L of water and a peppermint tea. Iv got some plain chicken and salad again to have for my lunch and then another shake when get home tonight.

I'm picking up my packs for my CDC tonight so it will be SS all the way from tomorrow! I'm much more determined this time round, espc as I can't go out or anything so hopefully wont get tempted with dinner and alcohol etc. Ive warned everyone no more going out for dinner or anything for a while as I need to be good and they have all promised not to tempt me. The good thing is I am house sitting for the next 2 weeks so will be out of my comfort zone and therefore hopefully will slip back into SS'ing easily. fingers crossed anyway! I'm also moving house 2 weeks today so need to knuckle down and start packing up my room and working out how Im going to move my big furniture like my bed etc, that should also keep me occupied for the next few weeks. Then if all goes will I will have lost the stone and 1 pound (Iv lost 3 pund the last few days doing SS yay!) by the end of July I can go back onto 790/low GI and start learning to loose weight a bit more normally and learn to eat food!.....she says haha

I'll keep you all updated but for now I'm 100% positive and ready to loose this once and for all, afetr all I can't be a fat bridesmaid! (there are 3 of us and the dresses have been bought in a size 8,10 and mine's a 12 so all ready I was the biggest but determined to look the best )

N xx

Well I have just had my chicken & salad - I pushed the boat out and had a tiny bit of fat free dressing form sainsburys on it to! Iv now had 2L of water and a can of diet coke (Im going to miss that from tommorrow when ss'ing properly!)

Once again I have a craving for food....mainly sweet things liek haribo sweets (I have an infactuations with them!) luckliy I have no money on me though and my dinner hour is going to be spent picking my little brother up from school and dropping him at a birthday party so no temptations there! I did make some sugar free jelly just before I left the house this morning as a just in case - Just in case I get home feeling sorry for myself and with the urge to binge! This way it won't be bad it will be a good choice. Hopefully though I won't need to....

Keep thinking thin Nathalie hmmm is it odd that I'm talking to myself? I just need to get myself into the zone, Im always really good in the morning and then mid afternoon I start thinking hmmm tonight I could just binge and start again, anyone else get these thoughts??

N xx

Also Kristen Ive heard you get loads of hassle in Turkey do you know if thats right? I know being platinum blonde it can sometimes be a problem xx

My sister is blonde too, being blonde you do get more hassle than us brunettes... novelty factor maybe! But nothing too bad - my sis used to have to walk home from the hotel that she worked in to her digs and she always felt safe. You'll get extra free drinks, things like that, chatted up, but they know when to stop.

Well Im not going to complain about free drinos now am I haha! To be fair Im not one of these naieve people that will dro pat their feet and there is plenty of us going so Im not too worried!

N xx

if your blonde and big !! they love it but if you tell them no there fine this yr was my 2nd visit and cant wait to go back next yr really friendly people and for me n my m8 its like going back to see real friends and family

well day 2 nearly over and another good day packs wise had a shitie nite at work only me on phones and a total twat of a customer typical when TL has gone home and it was team leader he was dealing with really fancied a drink when got in as was given 2 J20s as a reward from work as it was hard tonite fancied them with a voddie but there still in carrier bag about to go in fridge so hopefully M will drink them tomorrow had 3 litres of water today and gonna get another litre in a mo oh tested for ketosis and theres a shade of pink seeping through whoo hoo

Hello natalie just checking on you and seem to really be doing well an dstaying strong and not giving in to temptation Keep up the good work

Morning Girlies,

Well I couldnt pick up my packs until last night so needless to say this resulted in me eating for England over the weekend - I wont say what but lets say I have never felt so stuffed for so long before!

But started SS'ing properly today, Iv got 2 weeks worth of packs and a head for dieting I am more determined than ever to do this. Iv told everyone Im back on it - which is something I haven't done in the past so now everyone knows and I can easily stick to it with no excuses so roll on slim town!

Day 1 off to a good start 1L down, 1 shake down just got to get through the first few days with the cravings etc. Im house sitting this week for one of our family friends and the house is horrible - theyve got 2 dogs and 2 cats and it just smells - now Im not being snobby or anything but it is a really dirty and smelly house (except her bedroom) So Im just spending all my time in there with books, magazines and dvd's....which is good for the diet as Im less likely to venture down to the kitchen! They are back on Sat by which time I will be fully into thr swing of things and hopefully in ketosis and will be able to cope better by then!

I''ve then got to pack all next weekend and work out how Im going to move house! I was hoping everything could be taken apart and would fit into my dad's jeep but it doent look like thats possible now so Iv got to look into hiring a van! Which is a pain as it's going to cost me about £100 as I'm moving at the weekend, Im also not even sure if Im eligable being that Im only 21 and Im sure you have to be able to give them a credit card with £500 on it as a security deposit - also not going to happen! Looks like that is my project for the week to figure out a way to move all my stuff, for as cheap a way as possible! Speaking of moving I better start packing soon as well - I just have far too many clothes and junk I don't know where to start!

Anyway I have rambled on enough, I better go and do some work now hehe Hope you are all doing well on the diet front and sticking to it like good girls. I am determined this is going to be last time I do it. I have made it a promise to myself, I deserve to be slim and healthy and to look after my body - after all its a temple

Lots of Lvoe

N xx

Day 1 done and dusted without a hitch (well except that I had 4 packs instead of 3 - but it was a long day and its better than picking at food) I managed to have 5L of water, all my packs and nothing else. So Im feeling good

Although Im also feeling rubbish as I feel mega fat today - wearing my size 12 pencil skirt that used to be really really big and is now v tight so Im having to admit to myself im now more like a 14 now. Which I know is not 'big' by any standards but I was so much thinner! And can see my face is bigger etc, just over all Im so much bigger and have no clothes that fit me anymore! Also my ex who Im currently trying to rebuild my relationship with (he moved back home to Ireland and we split up die to the pressure on us and me feeling unwanted and not ready to move over there etc...long story really) is coming over 2 weeks on Friday and I'll be seeing him but I hate the fact he will see me looking like this! Despite the fact he was with me when I was at my biggest and never seems to notice my fluctuating weight but still Wish I was thin again! So I need to get back down to what I was. This is the best way though and Im on the right track with day 1 under my belt there is no stopping me now!

House sitting is a nightmare though I can't wait til Sat when I can go back home and not have to stay there anymore! It's a horrible house in the sense that it smells and the puppy drives me nuts chewing everything and pooing everywhere! I amnot an animal person at the best of times but now Im starting to hate them! Its really not a good thing for me to be so angry in the mornings. Last night when I got in I accidently left the bedroom door open so when I let them out to run round the house and go nuts for 5 minutes the little puppy managed to get hold of my hairbrush and chewed the end of it! I was not impressed at all, needless to say they only stayed out for 5 minutes before I shut them back in thair area (kitchen, and side room with a cat flap so they can go out) and went upstairs to the bedroom which is the only nice and non smelling room in the house, probably because it is on the 3rd floor!

Tonight though I wont have to be there as long as Im working in the salon after I finish work here, until about half 8 o'clock. I think Iv got an easy night as well today with only a few clients booked in with me for waxing and 1 set of nails. Then it will be back to the mad house to clean up more dog mess, feed them and shut myself of to watch the Victoria Beckham program on ITV and snuggle up with a good book ready for day 3 of ss'ing (If I dont go on a killing spree and kill the 2 dogs, 2 cats, binge eat and then myself!)

Oh and Day 2 is going well so far...had I banana tetra with coffee...ohhh another annyoing thing about the smelly house! They have a blender and this morning I though brilliant got it all out, put my tetra, coffe, ice, and some extra ice cold water in...turned it on and nothing! The bleeding thing doesn't even work!! So I had to fish it all out and try and stir it all together. In the end my lovely banana coffe starbucks type shake wasn't all it was cracked up to be! But anyway yup so that's 1 terta and 2 L of water down so far. Iv got my bar for lunch which Im desperate for (I have an addiction to the bars so keep them at work to stop me going mad - I once ate 5 in one go!! oops hehe ) so roll on lunch time.....

Hope everyone is doing well, Ill check in again later on
N xx

Just had my choc cranberry bar mmmmmm yummy! 3 1/2 L of water down as well woo hoo Day 2 is a breeze haha (she says!)

Went to the bank at lunch and on the sun bed also bought myself 3 magazines for this evening to stop me thinking of food

Ooooh I've just worked out how to give myself a fancy name at the bottom check me out hehe!

Right I am off home in minute, having had 4L of water, 1 tetra and a bar mmmm. My stomach is now rumbling though - thank goodness Im off to work in the salon so I can take my mind off of it for a little while

I'll shall update you all on my progress tomorrow morning, If it wasnt for me feeling so fat and being disgsusted by the size of my belly I so would have fallen off the wagon by now!

Have a good evening all and your all being good!

N xx

Yay Day 3 is here all ready! Which means I should be in ketosis fairly soon and the weight can then start dropping off me again woo hoo

Last night was very successful, my clinet cancelled on me at the last minute so I only had to stick around for a little bit on the salon and by this point I was starving so had to stop the the temptation to go home via tescos and get lots of scrummy food to have when I got it. I was good though - left the salon got to the stinky house, when to clean up the dogs and lo and behold no mess to clean up!!! I think her other friend had been in and walked them in the afternoon so had done my job at the same time.

I set myself up with a choc tetra and lots of ice, a big jug of ice water and settled in the living room with the dogs all locked up and out my hair. It was so nice to just sit there glugging back my water with an ice cold shake and catch up on my crappy tv. Like the Victoria Beckham program...did anyone else watch it??? I do normally like her and I think she is misunderstood but the program made her come across as quite *****y - espec towards her PA. I think she tried too much in it which is a shame as she doesnt need to. She also looked freakily thin in that swimming costume!!! Her arm's and her legs ewwww - oh and the comment of her doing normal things like open the door...please! All she did was say she was a normal person in Spain looking after the kids etc but she cant be all that normal then surely!

Anyway back to dieting! So day 3, 1 banana tetra and coffee ice cold again for breakfast mmmm was delicious. Im just about to finish my 1st L of water (oh yeah had 6 yesterday!) and am a busy bee at work today so must try and stay off the boards or I will never get anything done!! Im going to the cinema tonight, not sure what to see yet but as its Orange wednesdays its 2 for 1 and a bloke that Iv kinda been seeing to take my mind of my ex (Im not a hussy trust me just a bit of casual no strings attached fun ) is going to take me out. Normally him and I always go out for dinner as well to posh places but not today. I've told him though no more going out for dinner for a while as Iv got to loose weight. So its just me him, his lovely porshe (I should be a lady of leisure!) and a film tonight with NO food!

Ok Im rambling again.....I shall check in after lunch for now must go do some work!

N xx

I am soooo hungry I think I am going to crack!!!!

Well end of the day for me I am off home now, well of to ikea so hopefully that will distract me and stop me thinking about food! Uhhhh I am mega mega hungry I need to eat My stomach is rumbling BIG time!

I have been good so far though, having had 4 1/2 L of water and my bar mmmm and my shake. Am trying not to think about the other bars at home!

Anyway's good night girlies hopefully I wont crack and I will be able to come on here happy as I'll have done 3 good days...

N xx