Its been over two months since I stopped SS. And I hate myself. I live alone (the official neighborhood cat lady). My mum is with my sister and has not seen me for 3 months. She is coming to spend Xmas with me and is expecting an 80kg me like I was in college. And tomorrow I go see my CDC to pick up my week 1 supply.
I am so scared. Don't wanna do this by myself. But as I am fat and ugly I have no friends to to turn to. I really really want to succeed. And. I just want to drop another 20kgs.
I look at all ur success stories and I want that. But am scared of another failure. Help!!!!