Thread: Diary: Shroomfest - episode 2 - Experiencing the evil maintenance. :-)

Hi all

Just a quick post to let you all know I'm still alive and still doing good. Rejected lots of goodies today and stayed around 1500 calories so yay me.

I'm at a friend for the weekend and the yummies are all around......

Well, gtg. Getting up early tomorrow

xx

Well done Lostris Enjoy your time with your friend Ignore the goodies. Goodies tend to be baddies LOL.

Glad to hear you're going for SOTY

Hiya!

I blocked out most of the yummys! (My friend did nag me 'oh but the ice cream is sooooooooooo yuuuuuuuuuuuum, I had water!! +10 points for me!!!) (Springrolls 'but I know you loooooooove them!!!!' +3745687658points for me)

Some unexpected food things happened today though; they didn't have any food in the house and all darn stores are closed except take out stores. So we got sandwiches and such but they're probably loaded with calories, I calculated it very strict and it's about 1550... (includng my breakkie) which would be okay but what if they put other stuff in?? I didn't exactly see what they put in. I did pick wholewheat... instead of white... and no butter etc.. sigh. :X

The other option would've been fast food / snack bar so sandwich is way way better. I chose chickenfilet and tomato/cucumber for on it but........

We also found 100kcal choco balls from Milka (I THINK!!!!!) so I had some of those at cinema <3 So lovely and portion pack. I can have chocolate now

Ah well.

Doing ok otherwise. Inhaler is okay, helps me sleep. :-)

Forgot to take SOTY form with me, so will send it on tuesday... Will need to type out my story then too hheh omg!! :x Creepy stuff!!!!!!

xxx

Hey Porgeous You look absolutely FANTASTIC well done you! Been a while since I was on here, was silly enough to reach goal then put over a stone back on but I'm back on track now Also have set myself a new goal of 9st 7lb.

Good to see you're doing well hun

Originally Posted by Porgeous

Sounds yummy, may have to experiment, especially with the porridge idea! Is it totally tragic that my favourite meal of the day is a bowl of Allbran???

Sorry we have turned your diary into something quite random!

Hi all!

Me again!

Just weighed myself at 70.3 (at end of day with food etc in me) so don't think weekends done much damage, usually up 1,5-2,5kg at evening, so that is great.

I had 1 wholewheat slice of bread with tuna salad and 1 with lowfat cheese. Lunch was pistlet with ham and dinner was ... again bread (dont ask!) with egg/tuna/tomato/small spoon lowfat mayo. Total 1019.. Will be having something nice at the tv with my tea in a bit but I won't pass 1200kcal today. Just a bit of a 'keep myself in check after foodish weekend'-thing.

I took some pics of myslf with my phone yesterday. I don't recognise that person on there, it really creeps me out tbh. Everyone who sees it says 'oh you look lovely etc'... but that person isn't me.... BAH!

x

Originally Posted by Lostris

Hi all!

Me again!

Just weighed myself at 70.3 (at end of day with food etc in me) so don't think weekends done much damage, usually up 1,5-2,5kg at evening, so that is great.

I had 1 wholewheat slice of bread with tuna salad and 1 with lowfat cheese. Lunch was pistlet with ham and dinner was ... again bread (dont ask!) with egg/tuna/tomato/small spoon lowfat mayo. Total 1019.. Will be having something nice at the tv with my tea in a bit but I won't pass 1200kcal today. Just a bit of a 'keep myself in check after foodish weekend'-thing.

I took some pics of myslf with my phone yesterday. I don't recognise that person on there, it really creeps me out tbh. Everyone who sees it says 'oh you look lovely etc'... but that person isn't me.... BAH!

x

Well done you for staying on track

The scales aren't being kind for some random reason - you've earned it my darling!

As for that beautiful person in those pictures...that is you - it's the previously overweight and unhappy girl that isn't.

And if you think that the overweight and unhappy girl should be you then you need a

xxx

Originally Posted by Serena A

Well done you for staying on track

The scales aren't being kind for some random reason - you've earned it my darling!

As for that beautiful person in those pictures...that is you - it's the previously overweight and unhappy girl that isn't.

And if you think that the overweight and unhappy girl should be you then you need a

xxx

Thanks hon xxx

I always find you're the nice voice in my head when I'm the evil mean voice.. I know I've said it so much but I really don't recognise myself, I really don't. People tell me it's me, people I know in real life tell me that's really how I look but it creeeeeeeps me out. I don't see that. I do not see that person!

I don't think I should be the unhappy overweight girl ... I just don't know this slim, ... still relatively unsure girl. Which is weird because.. well, it's me..........

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awww hun.....
your head will catch up soon and recognise that the lovely slim person IS you... it always was, just had some padding around it lol
x

Originally Posted by CeeKay

awww hun.....
your head will catch up soon and recognise that the lovely slim person IS you... it always was, just had some padding around it lol
x

Hey!

Thanks so much.. Guess it's true haha.

I just finished writing Slimmer of the Year Holland thingy. If I make it to top 15 I get to go to UK to see the factory and if I make top 1 (highly unlikely) I get to participate in European SOTY...

Was quite a difficult story to write for me...... Has more issues in it than just weight ones so..

Ah well! :-)

x

So!

I had about 1500kcal yesterday + a walk burning 250kcals and today I'm down 0,5kg. I was up 1,1 when I started my period so dropping is nice. I was feeling very veeeeeery worried about having to maintain on 1500 kcal.

I need to walk more but I usually only have time in evening and I really don't feel comfy going out alone when it's dark out. Went with roomie yesterday which was lovely, we will probably do it more :-)

I may walk to the station this afternoon though I'm not really sure I want to hahaha. It's about 6km which is err? 4?? miles. Which seems short but yo have to wait at traffic light every 4 steps

Who knows. If I'm up for and it doesn't rain it I might.

Feel pretty good about losing hoping that if I walk some today I'll lose again HAHAH.

Walking is okay as I don't really exert myself too much to end up in a coughattack :')

We shall see.

Food for the day... err, not sure.

Had a lotof cracottes yesterday which are a type of crackers we have here. 25kcal each, lovely with no sugar etc jam on them or cheese and you can eat sooooooooo many of em. :-)

I had today.

Cracottes with crab salad and tomato as break (omg! <3!! cracottes are hardly any kcal 25kcal each, they're a very light cracker type thing, surprisingly filling and lovely !)
Grapes as snack
Muesli.. bun with low fat cheese as lunch
Grapes as snack
Dinner in restaurant with friend;
peppersteak with a wee bit of garlic butter
Lots of veg and salad~!
2 french fries.... they didn't taste like I thought they did and he was happy to eat mine ! :-)

Total around 1300kcal leaving me smth nice for with my tea might have dried fruit or choco chip cookie or something.

Walked today burning about 250kcal, not a lot but still better than nothing so I'm proud of myself :-)

Yay!

xx

sounds like you are enjoying your walking hun!
makes any exercise easier to keep up if you enjoying it.

Originally Posted by CeeKay

sounds like you are enjoying your walking hun!
makes any exercise easier to keep up if you enjoying it.

Yea definitely! Will have to make a habit out of it somehow :-)

xx

Lostris, have just read through your dairy thread in two chunks and wanted to say THANKS for all the info, motivation and experience on here... I can't imagine being at 1500, am struggling with 810, but I can see how brilliantly you have done and it gives me hope!!! Also saw your pics which are FAB... well done honey, you are looking wonderful! (No wonder the big smiley face!!!)

Has REALLY helped me honey so a big thankyou hug.
xxx

Originally Posted by Katycakes

Lostris, have just read through your dairy thread in two chunks and wanted to say THANKS for all the info, motivation and experience on here... I can't imagine being at 1500, am struggling with 810, but I can see how brilliantly you have done and it gives me hope!!! Also saw your pics which are FAB... well done honey, you are looking wonderful! (No wonder the big smiley face!!!)

Has REALLY helped me honey so a big thankyou hug.
xxx

Thanks so much Katy!

If I can do it, I know you can do it too hon! The smileyface was especially created hehee, hours of labour went into it as I'm sure you can imagine

You;re doing so well hon, 810 may seem a long way from 1500 but it's only a few steps (I'll leave it up to you if that's good or bad but I reckon it's good!!)

Thanks so much for your lovely words hon they mean a lot!!! xxxx

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So, today!

I had cracottes with cheese and egg (cooked.. egg err.. boiled!! tjhat's the word). Sadly they'd gone all soggy. They tasted lovely but weren't very crunchy anymore. Sniffles.

I had 2 choc chip cookies (105kcal) as snack and I forgot to bring grapes My planning ability isn't always as good.

I've had about 1400kcal today including dinner and I might have some milk in my tea later or something of the sort.

I hope to be able to safely move onto 1600kcal next week.

xx

Oh yea.

My CDC texted me yesterday saying how moved she was by my story. I might put it up here this weekend, not sure yet though, it is quite personal :-)

I was so happy when she texted me that!! I was really worried about it being a BAD story etc..