Kat's Diary

Kitty_Kat

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So today i rejoined the CWP for the 3rd time (lucky i hope) on SS+

As i've done it before i know what to expect.

Today has been ok, was good to see my CWPC as she is so nice and i can totally relate to her.

Tonight i was busy taking my eldest to kickboxing but now the kids are in bed and i'm bored i'm starting to think about food, especially macaroni cheeeeeeese :O

But i'm gonna have my glass of milk, set 'Katie' to record and take myself to bed before my mind starts to wander and i go off track.

I'm looking forward to Day 2 :)
 
Day 2 and i'm half way through.

No food cravings, even took a trip to Sainsburys with a friend and she stocked up on loads of yummy foods but i wasn't even tempted.

I did buy myself a dvd though for something to watch later on incase i start to get hungry tonight.

So please it's going ok today!

Going into school later for tea and biscuits, although i wont be having any so i'll take my water with me, my eldests' art work is being displayed!
 
Sounds like your doing great. Keep distracted, it helps loads x
 
Nearly the end of Day 3.

Today i very nearly caved and had to text my counsellor because i felt like giving up.

I posted on my BBM and a few friends kept me going through out the day.

The babies have been fed and put to bed, my eldest has been fed and is now watching CBBC for a bit before bed and then i'm thinking of hitting the sack too because i SO VERY NEARLY went on just-eat . com (my biggest vice!!) and thought ahh it's ok i'll just starve for the rest of the duration...

BUT I HAVENT and i've talked myself around as it would mess my body up and confuse it from getting so far etc.

I cant wait for my new dvd to come (the walking dead) and my new book (fifty shades of grey) as both of those will certainly keep me buy from thinking about food when the twins arent distracting me.

Distraction is definately the key Rachel!
 
So the post man decided he couldnt fit my book and dvd through the letter box so has taken them back to the sorting office altho, they're in seperate boxes and have never had a hmv dvd or book refused before! GRRRR now i have limited choice to occupy my mind until i can collect them which will either be tommorow or Monday !!!

Day 4 not going so well and neither did last night :'(
 
are u ok x
 
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