Rambling and trying to stay strong
I am really really struggling at the moment and keep letting myself down. I have never struggled like this before, I feel tired and rundown and not myself.
I am going to try and come on here whenever I feel as though I am weakening. I apologise to anyone that wades through my drivel. I have been eating and doing CD. I haven't been binging or eating rubbish and if I counted my calories I am still way under a normal daily intake.
I really do want to lose more weight, it is a long way to my healthy weight range and my clothes are tight.
I can't help but feel disgusting and like I am failing every day. If I post here every time I feel like eating something I will be on here a lot! Hopefully it will help.
If I could just do it for a week i think I would be ok.