Morning all :-)
I restarted Cambridge yesterday. I have done the diet in the past and LOVED it but unfortunately as the weight started coming off and I felt so fantastic, I was going out more and more, drinking and eating rubbish.....so the weight quickly crept back on. Since then I have calorie counted and tried slimming world but the results just aren't quick enough for me.
Last October I turned 30....I realised once and for all my life wasn't going according to plan. I decided a big change was needed and I cancelled my weddin to my fiancé. We had been together six years. The pain and loss this caused worked towards even more weight gain for myself to the point I feel uncomfortable leaving the house in case anyone sees me as they will know in an instant that I've gained a lot.
I work with people with learning disabilities and mental illness.....they have no problem telling people the truth and so I'm constantly being asked how come I've put so much weight on....am I pregnant....did my man dump me cos I'm fat.
So here I am again, hoping that this time is the last time and I won't have to worry about it any more.
Today is day 2 and I'm feeling positive and confident. Day 5 is always my worst struggle day before ketosis so I'm not looking forward to that but I know once I'm past that the days get easier and my waist gets smaller.
So anyways, thanks for stopping by....and if nobody does stop by, that's ok cos this diary is to help myself as well as hopefully inspiring others as my weight falls off.
I should probably have said at the beginning I would like to lose 5 stones....it's a lot! But one day at a time and I KNOW it is possible xx
Good luck everyone xx