So after reading many inspirational diary s I decided Id like to keep one of my own to look back on when all this is over and I'm a totally new person. So about me and why I let my self get over weight... I have forever been yo yo dieting! (That's what it feels like) it all started for real when I met my now ex husband, we were happy and didn't really care what we ate... Shortly after the wedding day I found out I was pregnant so I took eating for 2 way Ott. Take aways, puddings and so on ( I was never a pudding person before him) quit smoking like a good prego so this likely aided my weight gain. I had a hard pregnancy and the birth of my daughter I still have nightmares about , it was dramatic... So I had my baby and broke down I just lost it 5stone heavier (14stone.10) and only 5ft3in! I suffered Postnatal depression badly and couldn't lose a pound... I joined slimming world and lost a stone... Gave up on it as tbh what diet advocates eating unlimited pasta and rice... So at the begging of this I weighed in at 13.3stones(lost a few pounds solo) I'll post a new smaller weight weekly from now on!