I feel worthless. Sad. Unsexy. Alone. Emotionally damaged. Not myself at all.
But the best thing is I have the power to change this.
I restarted SS on Thursday but have managed to cheat all weekend. I have to accept and deal with all the horrible emotions that are making me binge. I have to have a TOTAL break from food until I get to goal. I cannot deal with the temptation so I will cut it all out thanks to SS.
Logging on daily last time helped me stay focused so here we go again