My last chance before surgery.
I need to do this. This is going to become my diary to keep me going.
i am 23years old. And weigh 24stone4lb. Not that the 4lb makes much difference.
i did cwp in 2009 and lost an amazing 7 stone. I put it all back on, and an extra stone.
I am so fed up of being fat. Fed up of being the fat friend. Fed up of nothing fitting me. Fed up of not doing to stuff with my family incase I break something. Fed up of worrying everytime me I sit on a chair.
i got married in July, that wasn't even enough motivation to make me lose weight. So what's making me do it now? I started dancing, and I am by far the fattest one there. No one asks me, and when they do I'm fed up of sweating.
plus I really want to go horse riding with my daughter.
this is my last chance before I go down the surgery route.