Step 1 Sole Source Its now or never

[needtheoldMEback]

It's now or never, I have to do this otherwise I'm jeopardising my own happiness. I have met a fantastic guy but the insecurities over my looks are stopping me from accepting his affection.

I'm 28, obese and haven't had the attention of anyone in so long that even eye contact with a guy freaks me out.

I need to lose 5 stone in order to be considered my right weight but i'll settle for 3 stone and then maybe go about the rest of my weightloss normally

I know and understand every single reason for me to lose this weight but I'm feeling so low at the moment that this journey seems impossible.

Anyway day 1 (again) tmoz and I'm planning on staying strong.

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[needtheoldMEback]

So it's Dec 31st and I'm sitting here in front of the telly like I've done in the last couple of years because I've hated looking and feeling like the ugly ducking of the group.

Yet again, I'm fat, single and practically friendless because I push everyone away and isolate myself .

I'm so sick and tired of feeling like this and although I've said this before many times, this year will be different. I'm 20kilos lighter and I'm determined to lose this fat and get my life on track.

Today's been an ok day. Stomach was constantly growling and I watched my skinny colleagues stuff their faces with the best smelling/looking pizza for lunch whilst I sipped on water.

Way I see it is the fatter they look the skinny I'll look lol

Anyway all shakes down and now tryna finish off my water. Not long left till bedtime which means another successful day to tick off. Wish I could fast forward time and be skinny ???



Bring it on 2014

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[Lauraswift]

Well done for resisting the pizza, it's not worth it. Just think how amazing you will feel when you get to goal

I admire everyone like yourself who has been good at this time of year. It must be so tough as food is such a big part of this season. Well Done!!

I am starting on the 2nd and look forward to following your journey x

 

[Foo Fan]

Good luck and well done on resisting the pizza - your hard work will be worth it!!! x

 

[needtheoldMEback]

Well done for resisting the pizza, it's not worth it. Just think how amazing you will feel when you get to goal I admire everyone like yourself who has been good at this time of year. It must be so tough as food is such a big part of this season. Well Done!! I am starting on the 2nd and look forward to following your journey x

Thank you for your kind words. Good luck with your journey Laura, this diet is more of a mental challenge than anything and everyday will be a test of patience but it's so worth it. Xxx

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[needtheoldMEback]

Good luck and well done on resisting the pizza - your hard work will be worth it!!! x

Thank you Hun. Good luck on your journey xxx

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[psloves]

Good luck you can do it. I'm staring tomorrow.. so fingers crossed for a successful 2014.

 

[IrishLad92]

Brill keep it going Starting on Fri myself!