It's now or never, I have to do this otherwise I'm jeopardising my own happiness. I have met a fantastic guy but the insecurities over my looks are stopping me from accepting his affection.
I'm 28, obese and haven't had the attention of anyone in so long that even eye contact with a guy freaks me out.
I need to lose 5 stone in order to be considered my right weight but i'll settle for 3 stone and then maybe go about the rest of my weightloss normally
I know and understand every single reason for me to lose this weight but I'm feeling so low at the moment that this journey seems impossible.
Anyway day 1 (again) tmoz and I'm planning on staying strong.
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