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fingers crossed · 3rd July, 2008

Hope you are back feeling strong.

Sorry I've not been on in a while, my life has taken over my computer habit of late! x

Emmie Lou · 9th July, 2008

i dont have anyone to talk to and i feel so lonely and upset with myself, no matter how hard i try i cannot get back into ss'ing, its like im scared of changing and i want to stay fat ~ which is totally ridiculous as its being this big thats making me miserable!
i was in such a state this morning i took my little one to school and came home and went back to bed for 3 hours, i dont even do that when im ill.
i just feel like i want to be left alone to sort myself out, almost locked away somewhere like rehab!
I didnt want to mention this on this thread but i think it all boils down to me needing to lose the weight as i want to try for a baby~ i lost my baby (18wks pregnant)~Tommy, in April 07 and have been trying to pick up the pieces since.
i suffer with a condition called hyperemesis gravidarum during pregnancy which makes it all the more difficult, but im really desperate to try again now but i need to lose some weight first!
why am i stopping myself? its like i dont deserve to be happy!
sorry for the long post if your reading, i certainly dont want sympathy but maybe someone can help me see what im doing or why im doing it!

DQ · 9th July, 2008

It sounds as though you are already on the road to knowing why you are doing what you are doing - it's getting past that now. Take it five minutes at a time if you need to, but you can do this honey, you really can

deflating · 12th October, 2008

first week aint for the fainthearted

3rd July, 2008	#46 (permalink)
fingers crossed Likes to post fingers crossed's Profile Albums fingers crossed's Photo Gallery Join Date: 2nd July, 2007 Location: Up in the hills! Posts: 705 My Mood: Rep Power: 23 Diet: CD	Hope you are back feeling strong. Sorry I've not been on in a while, my life has taken over my computer habit of late! x __________________ Total loss facebook link If you're ever really bored read my diary! http://www.minimins.com/members-only-diaries/44252-everything-crossed.html

9th July, 2008	#47 (permalink)
Emmie Lou Likes to post Emmie Lou's Profile Albums Emmie Lou's Photo Gallery Join Date: 8th October, 2006 Posts: 401 My Mood: Rep Power: 11 Diet: cambridge diet	i dont have anyone to talk to and i feel so lonely and upset with myself, no matter how hard i try i cannot get back into ss'ing, its like im scared of changing and i want to stay fat ~ which is totally ridiculous as its being this big thats making me miserable! i was in such a state this morning i took my little one to school and came home and went back to bed for 3 hours, i dont even do that when im ill. i just feel like i want to be left alone to sort myself out, almost locked away somewhere like rehab! I didnt want to mention this on this thread but i think it all boils down to me needing to lose the weight as i want to try for a baby~ i lost my baby (18wks pregnant)~Tommy, in April 07 and have been trying to pick up the pieces since. i suffer with a condition called hyperemesis gravidarum during pregnancy which makes it all the more difficult, but im really desperate to try again now but i need to lose some weight first! why am i stopping myself? its like i dont deserve to be happy! sorry for the long post if your reading, i certainly dont want sympathy but maybe someone can help me see what im doing or why im doing it! __________________ Emma xx my diary thread is in the century club! Targets ~ stay 100% Start weight ~ 20st 5 (20st5) 285lbs~need to lose 136lbs (20st3) 283lbs~need to lose 134lbs (19st10)276lbs~need to lose127lbs Week 1 ~(3 days)~ -2lbs Week 2 ~ STS Week 3 ~-7lbs

9th July, 2008	#48 (permalink)
DQ Minimins Admin DQ's Profile Albums DQ's Photo Gallery Join Date: 20th July, 2006 Posts: 20,292 My Mood: Blog Entries: 2 Rep Power: 100 Diet: SS+ Height: 5' 10"	It sounds as though you are already on the road to knowing why you are doing what you are doing - it's getting past that now. Take it five minutes at a time if you need to, but you can do this honey, you really can __________________ My Girls These are my three little 'angels' - they keep me sane, bring me joy, and remind me every day how Blessed I am Aug 08: - 10 lbs : Sep 08: - 6lbs : Oct 08 - STS

12th October, 2008	#49 (permalink)
deflating Likes to post deflating's Profile Albums deflating's Photo Gallery Join Date: 12th October, 2008 Location: Lancashire Posts: 181 My Mood: Rep Power: 3 Diet: Lipotrim Start Date: 23/10/2008 Start Weight: 228lb Current Weight: 210lb Goal Weight: 174lb Goal Date: 28/12/2008 Statistics: Total Weight Loss: 18lb Weight to Lose: 36lb % Lost 7.89%	first week aint for the fainthearted __________________ Deflating Goal 1: Under 100kg 30/10/08 Goal 2: -1st stone lost 6/11/2008 Goal 3: 93 kg - 14.6 stone (BMI 29) 204lb. Goal 4: (BMI 28.5) 90.7 kg - 2nd stone lost Goal 5: 85kg (BMI 27.1) 186lb three stones lost Target Weight : 78 kg (BMI 24.5) 172lb/ 12.3 stone Started LT 23/10/08 : 16.3 st. 103.7kg (BMI 33.1) 228lb W1 30/10/08: 99.75kg -9lb 3.95 kg W2 06/11/08: 97.30 kg -5lb 2.45 kg W3 17/11/08 95.15 kg - 4lb 2.2 kg

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