My mad fat (not for long) diary...2014.
I think i am speaking for the majority of us when i say that i am fed up of being the token fat friend, the one that makes everyone else look skinnier, prettier, and generally better.
One of my friends posted on a social media site to another saying "the biggest pity is when someone is pretty inside and has the potential to match that on the outside, yet instead just prefers chips" and that really knocked some sense into me.
I'm fed up of looking down at the floor when i go shopping, walking past pieces of clothing i love because i know i wouldnt fit in them, or refusing to get a size that will fit me because i refuse to believe i am that size. Or not wanting to meet up with people i havent seen for a couple of years because i'm a couple of stone heavier and even though i am accustom to seeing myself as the lump i am, they remember me as a overweight but not crazy fat moo that i am now. Generally not living life because i'm scared that people will judge me for the extra weight i hold.
So it's time to actually do something, and let this be the last time i say "i promise i'll start tomorrow" because i must have said that at least 2853659 times, and even i'm getting sick of hearing it.
So here's the ugly facts and figures for you- i'm 21, a student who does f all exercise besides working part time. I weigh 14st 7 and i'm 5ft 2. I did exante last summer and went from 14.7 to 12.10 and then just slowly piled it back on when i lost motivation
My aim? Ultimately to not look like i have 2/3 lots of boobs or like 5/6 tyres around my waist haha. 9st 7 would be amazing. I go on holiday in 6 weeks exactly and a stone or 2 off would make me far happier, but i will take anything. I'll be on exante total solution.
So i'm looking for some motivation, conversation and a little harsh talking when i look like i'm about to crash and burn and consume half of marks and spencers food hall. I warn you, i'll be sarcastic, brutally honest and sometimes maybe even a little stupid.
Look forward to speaking to some of you, if you're not scared off already!