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Yesterday my kids and I said goodbye to my partner
He left with his squadron in the RAF to help the fight against ISIS in a bordering country to Iraq. This will be his 4th operational deployment in 2 years and the separation is really hard. This time though, I'm determined to make something positive out of it! I cried myself to sleep last night because of missing him so damn much and I'm sick of it. So the way that I am seeing it now, is that I have a fantastic opportunity to transform my body before he sees me next. If I pull this off, I could be picking him up in a little black dress and feeling fabulous about myself. Without him here as a distraction, I have the opportunity to focus more on my goals and my weight loss.
I started Exante's Total Solutions plan today and intend to do 30 minutes of cardio each day too. It's only a short deployment but I have plenty of time to completely transform my body before the next time he lays his eyes on me. I have made it my goal to lose 28lbs before he returns in 10 weeks and I cannot wait to see the look on his face when he sees he has the old me back again! When we got together I was a slender size 10 (UK sizes) and damn confident in it. I really let myself go over his last deployment to Afghanistan. Well, not this time! This time he will be coming home to the me he first wrapped his arms around; to the me that he would slip his fingers under her shirt to run lightly up and down her tiny waist; to the me who felt petite next to him despite being 5ft 6" tall; to the me who would happily drop her clothes to the floor and feel damn good about what her fella was seeing; to the me that would lay in bed, and while he draped his arms around her waist, would revel in the feeling of being held by him, instead of worrying sick about what he was feeling underneath his hands...
This is a time for change. This is an opportunity. And I'll be damned if I do not make each and every day count! Watch this space. Something incredible is about to take place here.