So I was doing great, then had a month on holiday and 2 months back in England and I have put the weight back on and feeling very unhappy and a big fat failure!

have been on here tonight and feel so much better and determined to start losing the fat again. Would be great to lose a few pounds before Christmas and I know I can do it. It's just hard starting again. I think that's my problem is that I feel like a failure when I don't succeed and then I think what's the point. But am motivated and happy to be starting it again.

Wish me luck people...I'm going to need it!