I cannot bear myself tonight. Really can't bear the sight. Make myself sick, such a big fat mess. I'm so angry at myself letting myself get like this!!!
Hate being over 14st, hate everything about me, I feel awful. Going on a real strict diet as from the morning.
Really low evening this evening. Got to work really hard to lose this, or at least a chunk of it before summer. I hate me and I'm annoyed at myself, feel like crying.
Sorry I just had to get that out, I really need some help and support to do this, I'm fit to drop with lots of different personal issues, I could do with some help in my weight loss journey.