hi everyone, happy new year! sorry it took me so long to get to a computer. i tried logging in from my fone so many times but the page was just loading and freezing. anyway, my little guy was sick with a fever/vomiting/confusion/no appetite... bad flu. hes comig around now. poor little thing. made me realise how much i AM needed and why my weightloss here is crucial.
i went in today and started anyway. 26st11. im the biggest here i think. awful awful awful. im not leaving this road until theres a massive stop sign with my name on it. am i embarassed having u all know my weight? yes, even if ur strangers. am i disgusted with myself and wondering if others are disgusted by me? oh most definitely. very much so. but i take solace in the fact that im not dead yet, im not too late to turn it all around. its not a permanent condition. im going to do this.i have my 21 sachets, my best friends, they dont sabotage or tempt... they only melt away all the years of unhappiness and isolation and regret. and of course my other lipo friends, with all ur support and reading all ur progress every week. to anyone who replied to me in the last few days, im so sorry i havet been able to respond but i will get around to it tomorrow nite. i hope every one is getting on really well this week. to any newbies like me, welcome and my sincerest best wishes for ur journey, whether it be 3 stone or masses like me...
newgirl and busymum, thinking of u for weigh ins tomorrow. i'll reply to everyone tomorrow night. sorry about this. have to head up to bed, hes sleeping but fitfully so i nee to get up there. stupid fone, why do they call thm smartfones?? nuisance.
keep honkin everyone!!! im with u too!! xxxxx