I got it, but the way I was given it ... dont know if I want it anymore !

Offered the job on a temporary contract. ( there is a good organisational reason for this) However they are going to keep my original post open for me to come back. Dont understand it, on the surface too good to be true.
Now either they think I am amazing and they are offering me the best package they possibly can or they think that I am not up to the job and they are covering their bases. I worry about the latter but I am going to choose to go with the first explanation!
Very complex lol
I really have no idea when I start my new job. I also have really no idea what form my job will take ... will it be a secondment ?.... will it be a temporary contract ? Do my pay and conditions change ? The only thing that the powers that be have confirmed ( by two separate managers ) is that my original job will be kept for me.
Now how bizzare are we all finding that ! lol Hey ho my life is rarely simple.
Eating wise my head has been in the shed, which is not good as it has resulted in a weight gain and uncontrolled eating. My head is so full and busy of things, that I am not allowing myself the space and time to look at my eating and plan what I am eating. As I am not planning I am opting to eat rubbish. Wish sometimes the world would stop and allow me to catch up with things.
Onwards though ... ever onwards x
Hi Clara
Great news on the job ,im sure its because you are so good they thinkk you are superwoman and can do both jobs LOL.
Sorry to hear your head is in the shed just as well I ate the cake i had stashed in there.
I empathise with you I have not been planning very well lately and know how it can spiral out of control.Dont beat yourself up just put it behing you and focus on the healthier options.
Take care and Good Luck.
CathyXXXX
Goals
Lose 7lb
Get into the 11 stone
Get into the 10 stone
Get into the 9 stone
get to a healthy BMI less 25
Week1-24 lost 44lb with Lighter Life May-November 2011